My favorite things

Raindrops on roses and whiskers on kittens
Bright copper kettles and warm woolen mittens
Brown paper packages tied up with strings
These are a few of my favorite things

Cream colored ponies and crisp apple streudels
Doorbells and sleigh bells and schnitzel with noodles
Wild geese that fly with the moon on their wings
These are a few of my favorite things

Girls in white dresses with blue satin sashes
Snowflakes that stay on my nose and eyelashes
Silver white winters that melt into springs
These are a few of my favorite things

When the dog bites
When the bee stings
When I'm feeling sad
I simply remember my favorite things
And then I don't feel so bad

I like to draw.

 

the sad vampire and deepshitman art on Rebellas arm. peace!

television oh I like!

watching fab five with rebella. carson is my idol. I want to be his best friend. dance on new yorks streets. touch his blonde hair. rebella wants to be his best friend too. I say okey. you can have him on sundays.

love to swim in deep

I'm going out in the darkness! Play with myself and play with you. I will turn my fears in to golden dust! Trust  your lust. And please be crazy.

come give me a hug if you into to getting rubbed

I'm gonna take that fear and wear it like a crown

smile

Everything is so lovely. The snow is glittering. This time I actually feel the Christmas love ,for real!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!
GOD JUL!
FELIZ NAVIDAD!
BON NADAL!

Stockholm.

 Home but  so different. I'm walking on wooden floors. I'm drinking swedish millk. I'm surrounded by white and candles.  It feels like a  weird dream. Everything is still here. Sthlm keept on living without me and now I'm back.
  Oh but fuck Its so cold !!! Mad mad mad!! Not human!

feliz navidad! bon nadal!

The last party in bcn.  Tomorrow we're  going to stockholm for christmas adventures.  But don't worry we will be back!  xoxo

dad's concert

Two weeks ago my father played with his artist Aute, It was cool.

mermaids and pirates

 A magic  boat came to our town this night. Really amazing sight.
First we heard this enchanting mermaid music then we saw the boat comming from the port.
It had glitter, lights, colors and the music hypnotized everyone.
I felt like a child again, longing for the ocean, the mermaids and captain hook. boat magic boat, tales and fairys and rainbow moons

spirits and darkness and music

Notes from my diary

I'm a thinker
I observe the world,  I love it just the way it is
beauty, ugly, darkness, light
I realize how poor the language is, language is not for thinkers
you have to play with the words, and the words play with you.
To describe black you need to have white.
I'm  bending, rolling,  spinning, digging, turning everything upside down and inside out.
I'm stopping all the time, my tempo is different
I have time to do the same thing in a million ways.
words are way to simple to describe the  beautiful storm constanly going on inside.
a storm but  so peaceful, heavy and light
I write to much about so much that it's nothing.
my words have no meaning, no perpuse, I just write what I see
life has no truth,  no meaning.  I't's a sight, just a great view
nothing is black, nothing is white, It's a battle between everything.
Constant fight between light and dark. The battle is the ballance. no one ever wins,
It's just always changing, switching sides.
What I'm  I trying to say?
Nothing, I'm talking about what I see. Nothing is said.
My truth is my fairytale.
Big, small, nothing, everything, health, sickness, sun, moon, the city, the nature, right, wrong, love, hate, stopping, moving, see, blind.
Do I want to enter the game? Yes, some days. Today I'll rather  just sit and observe.

same blue in a thousand ways

thank you mister jesus

stars and bars and pasta and shots and life and tears and wild and bad and good and sex.

SÅ BRAAA!!!!

revelations

Today I'm a superhero. I'm the chosen one.  I breathe magic and I have a vision.  I've opened a door, and it remains open. 
This week I've really been in tuch with the big giant. Or the unicorn, as I call it. The everything, the big energy field we all live in. I seak and I find, the door is wide open, the seeds I planted are growing,  It brings me to tears of joy.  I'm lunatic, alice in wonderland,  and I'm discovering my truth.
I feel like a bomb of wisdom. 
When you believe miracles really do happen.

I can't move and I can't sit still

the beach
the beach the beach
a walk beside the water
paint in the sand

human knowledge

the power is you

freeedom! I drink from my own milk

and eat my own butter, seriously delicous, I'm relveaing one of my secrets, I'm proud, I love butter!!

weird day

 I've been to my daddys concert. After that, I went to a bar. All night long we've been talking to creep after creep. Whats wrong with the world!!  But,  let's not forget the lovely germans. Sabrina and Daniel! Thank you for saving us from the three violent psycho kings! Gaaaaah this day has so much black and white. First, beach all day, sun sun, love love, then concert, dad playing with Aute, then Sugar bar where my firts meeting took place with creep number one, thought he would attac me with a knife or something. And then THEN the fucking psycho kings of violence, I don't even wanna talk about them.
Love the peple who love
LOVE!

wonderland

My next tatoo will be a unicorn. I've always had a huge imagination. Sometimes  I can't  even tell  the
diference  between fantasy and reality. I belive in everything I want to believe in, like a child. Life is full of magic and mysteries!  My parents first named me Alice before they changed it to Elsa.  Alice would suit me better, Alice in wonderland.

Family

My grandma Rosita (doing the maffioso face) and Thomas.

schniizel schizool!

My home is a big playground!!  There's alot of dust in the corners I need to take care of, colorful plates on the wall,  old forgotten dolls and plastic flowers in every room.  Don Thomas is waiting for me in the laudry bag. He's back Mohoho!

I'm learning from the woman in the moon

Today not much to say. I rather sing or walk than talk.

A grasshopper has moved in our laundry room. I call him Thomas. I  secretly believe his my spiritual guide. He's really calm and peaceful. I always find him on the same spot, he never moves. Pure meditation. I go in to  sing for him sometimes.  I feed him with Isabellas apples. but don't tell!